Welcome LDDurrence!

[LDDurrence]

Greetings to all! My first name is Louie (for which I blame my parents), and I am 39 years old. Although I have been racially conscious since my late teens, I was an atheist until 2 years ago. I was a Christian-basher, believing that Christianity was a Jewish concoction designed to pave the way for our destruction. I still feel this way about the apostate, judeo-churchianity, but once I picked up a Bible (KJV) and read it for myself, I realized it was NOT the same doctrine I had been taught growing up in Baptist churches. I was guilty of "throwing out the baby with the bath water," so to speak. To this day, I believe it was a miracle that I ever picked up that Bible. A LOT of things happened in my life that led me to that point. I was a stiff-necked, stubborn fool who thought Christianity the equivalent of Jew-worship. My only redeeming feature as I see it was that I ALWAYS loved my people, moreso than myself, even then. When YHWH made known to me who we are ( and I knew this before I finished the book of Genesis) and that our race would be saved from the hand of those who hate us, I fell in love with YHWH! That was the best day of my life, filled with shame, repentence, tears, love and joy beyond all joy. Since then I have kept my nose buried in The Word, concordances, lexicons and Identity material. When one discovers the Identity truth, the problems truly begin, as one must then sort through the various doctrines and sort out the truth. This has been a pleasure and an obsession.

My mother and both of my sisters have for 20 years thought me a conspiracy-theorist lunatic, despite how desperately I always wanted them to understand me. I would speak of the Jews and they would look frightened of me, and visibly hurt, because I knew they loved me and feared for me. They were initially elated in my newfound belief in Jesus, and subsequently horrified that I was still a "White supremacist," after I informed them of the identity of Jacob/Israel and that the Jews were the spawn of satan. I'm sure they thought I was only projecting my own racial beliefs into a new outlet. We debated back and forth for several months. They prayed for me and I for them as they conducted their own research. YHWH answered both prayers, and now three of the people I care most about (along with their spouses and children) are Dual-Seedline Identity Christians. Praise YHWH!

I say for the sake of many of our racial brethren who are Creators, Pagans, Odinists and the like. Do not despair on them, as many more will be called by our Father in His time. I am living proof that His call WILL NOT go ignored. Praise Yah, and Hail His Victory! ><>

[PILGRIM]

Greetings LDDurrence / Louie and welcome! Its great to see yet another of the lost remnant being shepherded to the truth by our Father! It truly is all His work and His timing. Yes, indeed, your story IS a familiar one and your assessment is so true - there ARE more of our remnant out there and they are trickling in at a somewhat increasing rate now. As for your family situation well, we all have our own variations on that story but it is as He said it would be - putting us at variance with our families is what He came to do. We have to make our choices.

I know you've been by some of the Talkshoe shows but if you haven't yet checked in at the Christogenea Chat shows and chat rooms, please do so. Info here: viewtopic.php?f=22&t=172 and here:
TO JOIN THE NEW CHAT SERVER go to http://www.christogenea.net/connect

We'll look forward to seeing you around!

[LDDurrence]

Greetings LDDurrence / Louie and welcome! Its great to see yet another of the lost remnant being shepherded to the truth by our Father! It truly is all His work and His timing. Yes, indeed, your story IS a familiar one and your assessment is so true - there ARE more of our remnant out there and they are trickling in at a somewhat increasing rate now. As for your family situation well, we all have our own variations on that story but it is as He said it would be - putting us at variance with our families is what He came to do. We have to make our choices.

I know you've been by some of the Talkshoe shows but if you haven't yet checked in at the Christogenea Chat shows and chat rooms, please do so. Info here: viewtopic.php?f=22&t=172 and here:
TO JOIN THE NEW CHAT SERVER go to http://www.christogenea.net/connect

We'll look forward to seeing you around!

Thank you, Pilgrim. I have been listening to the archived shows here and also on Pastor Eli's site. Yah Bless!

[JamesTheJust]

Welcome Brother Louie! Thanks for your story. The Baptist church is by far the biggest apostate organization I have ever known. You are indeed Elect to break free of that cult! Praise YHWH! I think it is telling that most, if not all of us knew at a very early age that something wasn't quite right and that we had a love for our race, culture and history.

I think we all can relate to being called "conspiracy theorists", as if there aren't conspiracies in high places. OBVIOUSLY such people "play church" and never bother to read The Word for themselves.

You are most welcome here. Now, you have found your brothers and your sisters. Now, you're home.

[LDDurrence]

Thanks for the warm welcome, JamesTheJust. I can see that I am among good company, and look forward to the exchanges with like-minded brothers and sisters. Yah Bless!

[Unnamed]

Welcome Brother!

[LDDurrence]

Thank you, VictorSwitzer. I have been spending much time reading on the Christogenea website as of late, and definitely reaping some benefits. Bill Finck has provided much of what was missing in my Scriptural understanding of certain passages in the form of historical insight, as well as confirmed much of what I've previously suspected and/or believed. His writings have further convinced me that a comprehensive understanding of history (sadly lacking in many Identity circles), as well as extra-Biblical writings that correspond to the time-frame(s) in which the Scriptures were written, are essential to gaining a full, contextual interpretation of our Father's Word. "It is the glory of God to conceal a thing: but the honour of kings is to search out a matter" (Prov25:2). Yah Bless! <><

[EighthDayWoman]

Louie, your story was amazing! I am very pleased to meet you and can't wait to get to know you better. I hope you get the opportunity to join us on Talkshoe and Christogenia.net, as well as your family who have woken up as well.
I can fully understand why people would be atheists or agnostics after hearing the jewized doctrine from the false prophets bc it does not make sense.

It' s a blessing to meet new brothers here. Yahweh bless Louie,
EighthDayWoman

[LDDurrence]

Thank you, EighthDayWoman! You are very kind. Upon reflection, I often feel like an idiot for my previous anti-Christian beliefs, and I am clearly without excuse. However, my unique background and progression of thought and belief has benefitted me in that I am well-versed in their arguments, and have much patience for others among our disbelieving kinfolk. I know that YHWH can turn a bad thing into a good thing, as He has done so throughout history as revealed in His Word. I can only pray that such is the case with myself.

Likewise, it is an honor to meet you and to be counted among you. Peace be with you and Yah Bless!

Louie

[matthewott]

Your story is very touching to me Louie. I personally wouldn't understand what it would be like to be Anti-Christian. Catholic hypocrisy only rightfully drove me away from organized churchianity over 20 years ago. While I had dabbled in various studies (everything from satanism to Wicca), I always came back to the Bible. I was water baptised in the names of Yahweh and Yahshua 12-13 years ago, married under those Names almost 10, and still a judaeo-universalist (though NEVER PC) until almost a year and a half ago. It brings tears to my eyes to know that Yahweh truly opens the eyes of those he wishes! Just when I think there is no hope for the atheists and anti-christians, in walks a glowing example of Yahweh's mercy! Welcome Louie! You have come to the right place.

Yah Bless,
Matt