by BrettDeason » Wed Mar 23, 2016 8:16 pm
Also, I wanted to add some more things about living through all of this cancer life. I am in Alabama. Tomorrow here in Alabama, we are due to have the whole entire State with tornadic weather. I'm using that as an example of the variables that happen in everybody's lives that everybody deals with. But, with cancer in your life, it is just another pain in the ass that reminds you that the rest of the World, who is not dealing with what me and my family are dealing with, don't care about this cancer life that me and my family are living and dealing with. Also, another thing, is that my Dad doesn't want to be a burden to anybody. I know he feels like he is a burden. He doesn't say it, but, it shows that he feels awful because he feels like he's a burden - and he is already feeling as sick as he is already feeling. He has trouble keeping food down. His stomach is sensitive. He is puking. It's like he is on chemo. But, he is not on chemo. His body is reacting the way a person reacts when they are on chemo. But, he is not on chemo. The Doctors are talking about having him on chemo, as one of their options. Also, this whole experience has made me more of an extreme ass hole than I already was to begin with. Bill Finck is nice compared to how I am now, after going thru all of this and to continue going thru all of this on a daily basis. Daily - I watch my Father die - while the rest of the World carries on about their business partying and doing whatever everyone does all the time. I used the Bill Finck comparision, because I know that should be a comparision everyone can understand. I mean nothing harsh by that comparision, Bill Finck. Bill, you know I love you as an Adamic Brother.
- Brett Deason
May Yahweh Elohim Bless all of His Adamic People who obey His Laws and His Commandments