FISTOFYAHWEH: Good question. Read my rant.
Did I make the wrong decision?? Is Yahweh going to punish me for working for the enemy??
You might get punished for the loans you took out. But if you do, it's going to remove the debt (and the collateral) but then you'll be debt free--the easy way! Just sit back and watch the debt and the collateral "disappear!"
Resolve to never apply for credit or loans from this moment to the end of all your days. Rule # 1 in fighting satan is to refuse all debts, sureties, borrowing, usury, or risk investments of any kind. This is rule #1 that we violated and now our entire economic system is based on this littany of swindler's schemes and debt-based money, to boot.
DEBT == DEVIL ON TOP. TAP DANCIN' ON YOUR FOREHEAD.
Minimize all contact with anything resembling bureuacracy, banking, credit, investments, judges or mercenaries. Avoid being in a position where your wages are subject to lien, suit, or garnishment. This should allow you the financial flexibility and free time to use your money to get the message out and take pot shots at the devil every now and again.
A man actually told me that because I got a drivers' license so I could work and stay out of jail that I was "abandoning Christ." Another said using money (Federal Reserve Notes) was supporting Satan and must not be done. Stay far away from such patriot mythology. That is usually peddled by agents and tards who want you in a desperado situation so they can set you up.
Avoiding all contact with non-whites at work...hmmm...It's a great way to live...if you like living out of a garbage can with Oscar the Grouch.
Now if your choice was to work as a merc for Blackwater or DOJ or a Mexican Drug Cartel, then I would say, don't do it. But a normal job using your skills for pay...I wish I was getting $20 an hour right now! If I get a thousand dollar paycheck net I would usually have to work 80 or 90 hours minimum to make it in my current job as a haulin' hand. I've had paying jobs in graphic design, sign construction, sheet metal fab, welding, structural steel framing, carpentry, web coding, networking tech, hospitality management, dishwasher, cook, ranch hand, goat milker, cheese maker, farm hand, seed production, paralegal, and dabbled as three hots and a cot jockey here and there. I can't break into jail, don't qualify for welfare, and I haven't seen an app in the other lines of work responded to in over two years. I'll trade jobs if you want.
I know a woman is in college and planning on spending 80 thousand dollars to get a teaching degree so she can get a government job making a little less than I make haulin' but the bennies are good. That 80 grand in student loans will be like a stinking kosher killed chicken around her neck for the next 15 years. Can you imaging having to clean up after babylon's little snot-nosed brats and all the liability and stress while you get to educate them on how to be illiterate, for a paltry $30 thousand a year? And go tens of thousands of dollars into debt for the privilege?
Just be thankful that Hajji, or Habib, or Manuel, or Ching Cho Chow doesn't already have the $20 / hour job working for the jew for 8 bucks less than you'll take. Bounce on it and be the busiest bee in the hive. While Jews are constantly scheming to screw everyone else, they never see it coming when you've been scheming to nail them. Trust me, I had a half dozen jews running off the reservation and resigning from a board of directors while they thought they were going to screw me! I see these kinds of moral dilemmas and problems such as pay cuts, unemployment as opportunities to war for Christ, buck the system, or at least find a punching bag.
If you're stuck with an unemployment check, use all your free time and implement creative, legal ways to cost any and every segment of the beast system time, money, expense, and frustration over every non-productive nuisance you can legally create. The more of us who do this, the faster the whole house of cards blows over. Don't stress. Get legal vengeance in your spare time.
The fact that you resent working for the system and it's kikemeisters and want a better way shields you against any accusation of complicity with it's corruption. I just did a rant on how we should seek ways to support each other to alleviate the burden the beast system puts on us so we can gradually distance ourselves further and further from that corruption. It's hard because we're all spread out and this nation will probably require more heat and pain before we get the drift about self-government. It requires lots of faith to get through this; I'm barely scraping by in faith but Yahweh has blessed me greatly with things more important than riches.
I had a white nationalist tell me the best way to make good money is find a jew, hire on with him, and make the sorry bastard look good in a way that he has to pay you more--to save face. Face is profit margin in many businesses or at least image pressure control. I was told my company is owned by a white dude but after a long while here I think he is a cardboard cutout with a jew standing behind.
Make yourself into a brand and market it. Jews like that kind of nonsense.
As for Verizon, their new brand and marketing slogan is "RULE THE AIR."
http://phones.verizonwireless.com/ruletheair/And they got rid of the ostenibly jewish pansy saying, "can you hear me now" and decided to put satan himself in charge of the deal
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_1ysODn_1Nr4/T ... he+air.JPG"according to the
prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:"
PRINCE OF THE POWER OF THE AIR?
RULE THE AIR?
You don't think that is a coincidence of terms, do you?
If you have a job, the devil is probably siphoning off something, so smack him with the hose once in awhile, and put a cramp in his arse whenever you can, and help your brethren whenever you can. At that great last day I hope to swap war stories on how we all did little things to make life unbearable for the various underlings of the beast. So get the word out, and remember, any time you see a lawful opportunity to cost a tard, zog agent, or frankenboss kikemeister his reputation, time, money, or sanity, serve it up treble with a smile. Data networking with access to all kinda secrets....secrets that might reveal criminal activity requiring immediate report and complaint under 18 USC, with whistleblower protections....and a guaranteed speaking circuit and book deal...hmmmmmm.....be WISE AS A SERPENT and harmless as a dove.
Look up the black book on executive politics. It works in any job, even at mcdonald's. Look at your life as an adventure with opportunities, curiosities, etc. Crap job in Kikencorp? Turn lemons into a hot toddy with Jack and Pepper!
Anyway, that's my rant and I pray you chuckled at least once and I hope you will stop being so hard on yourself.