Pondering Thoughts.. from a geek..

[fistofyahweh]

I'm just pondering why Yahweh started this whole experiment with creating the Adamic race in the stone age.

I understand Yahweh stands outside of time. He could have created Adam kind in a time where we could have started off with the Internet, Ion-pulse powered space cruisers and other space age technologies. Why couldn't it have been Adam kind was given dominion of the Milky Way galaxy and the whole story would have been like a Star Wars??

Our home galaxy is something like 100,000 light years in diameter. Possibly 1 billion planets that could be Earth like. There are billions of galaxies...Scientists have found earth like exo-planets some 500 light years away that appear to be in perfect orbit around their stars much like how Earth is to our sun.

I just have to wonder what's the whole point of being a speck in the universe and having our race started off so far back in time that none of us living today have any concept of how our ancient Adamic ancestors really lived.

I do have to admit I really struggle in my faith in Yahweh. I've been following Christian Identity for 10 years and it makes far more sense to me than the 30 years of Judeo Churchianity I pissed away my life in. But I still seem to have this disconnect of events that took place on the other side of the planet from where I live some 2000-5000 years ago.

I also find myself wondering if Yahweh is our creator and father, why does he seem to be the stereotypical absentee parent and not really participate in his children's lives. It's been 2000 years since he visited his people in a flesh body. Why does he take so long in human terms to crush Lucifer, his children the Jews and their followers?

Many people believe his return is near, but generations before us thought the same way and they're all dead and in the ground. It's possible that it'll be another 1000 years before he returns.. Who really knows...

I'm just tired of waiting and feeling like Yahweh has better things to do than think about us...

[Joe]

We can't understand His plan, but I am sure that the outcome will be worth it. I mean why make us individualistic, why gravity, why space and time ...without such constructs it is difficult to comprehend anything, what such a reality would be. I am sure that this is the best way for us to understand His ways, the ways of the Master, so that we may worship Him perfectly one day.

I don't think the universe is what we see on Startrek, we can only see the past. Because of the way we perceive things, even when we look at the room about us, it is already past. The life is in us, and we cannot see through another's eyes ...but He can. I don't think bastards are sentient in the way we are, I don't think they are aware or alive in the way we are, they are already dead. They know not God. They are empty, dead ...just like space. Wandering stars, with no direction.

I think that seed which He planted so long ago is the only thing which will escape death, as everything falls away, there is something which is preserved, something which continues uninterrupted from them to us. Like a river to God, also not subject to time and matter. He says that His Law shall prevail even when everything else fails.

He is not absent, you just can't see Him. Our minds and eyes are imperfect, dim, we can barely see. We are His flesh.

I am sure He isn't back yet because the plan is not yet complete, He will complete us when He returns, we must have much to learn ...we need to seek Him.

[Lang]

Why couldn't it have been Adam kind was given dominion of the Milky Way galaxy and the whole story would have been like a Star Wars??

Maybe the universe is not what we think it is. A Hitler's scientist believed the world was like a bubble and we couldn't leave it. Other people say men never gone to the moon because it's impossible to overpass a ring of radiation around the planet... who knows...

But I completely understand you. I share of your feelings from times to times. I also miss this connection to God... and our punishment this time is so big that the jew is owning the world, which doesn't makes sense...

Edit: About the technologies, a good father does not gives all the toys at once to his son, so he don't get spoiled. The son has to get it for himself, or deserve it.

[bahr]

I also find myself wondering if Yahweh is our creator and father, why does he seem to be the stereotypical absentee parent and not really participate in his children's lives. It's been 2000 years since he visited his people in a flesh body. Why does he take so long in human terms to crush Lucifer, his children the Jews and their followers?

Many people believe his return is near, but generations before us thought the same way and they're all dead and in the ground. It's possible that it'll be another 1000 years before he returns.. Who really knows...

I'm just tired of waiting and feeling like Yahweh has better things to do than think about us...

The wife (Israel) is in travail. Think about a wife in travail: she is in pain for so long, these contractions are so horrible that she thinks that she is going to die and the baby will never born. And she says: "I prefer to die than to continue to endure all this. Please, give me some injection to stop the pain and let me die".

Look around you. Our race feels the same thing. They no longer believe in the promise of deliverance: the Kingdom. They are tired and gave up the hope. They prefer the false hopes and promises of humanism, with all its "gifts" (science, technology) and vain entertainments. In other words, they prefer to die under heavy doses of opium rather than to continue to fight until the end.

[Staropramen]

I also find myself wondering if Yahweh is our creator and father, why does he seem to be the stereotypical absentee parent and not really participate in his children's lives. It's been 2000 years since he visited his people in a flesh body. Why does he take so long in human terms to crush Lucifer, his children the Jews and their followers?

If we as a people were obedient we wouldn't have to worry about these things. So the problem is with us, not Yahweh. I don't feel that Yahweh is like an absentee parent. Quite the contrary. I see evidence of His loving hand in my life everyday. Our people are daily bending over and asking, praying to be kicked in the ass. But we as faithful Christians can walk around amidst all the judgement and chaos knowing that the gates of hell cannot prevail against us. That's exciting. Truth be told, I'd rather be alive now then when Christ walked the earth in the flesh. These are fascinating times for sure. He is with us always. That story about Daniel's friends walking around in the fire with Christ, the fourth man isn't just a nice story. That reality is right now. We are those men in the fire! So focus on Christ my friend and not the fire! This is the fundamental difference between us and the White Nationalists. The WNs are running around trying to open all the hydrants to put the fire out [denial of sin] whereas we are called to understand the fire and it's purpose. What concern is it to us how long Yahweh's flames burn? Praise Yahweh some will burn forever, the garbage will be converted to ash and His children will have the dross removed. Is it a coincidence that clowns like David Duke and Don Black are so affectionate towards the other races even though they preach separation? If they succeeded in getting enough water from those hydrants they'd remain dead in their sins and the non-whites would be temporarily neutralized. That's the godless co-existence that they all want but that God abhors. Sheep into the Kingdom and goats into destruction.

[wmfinck]

He that is faithful in that which is least is faithful also in much: and he that is unjust in the least is unjust also in much.

Wow, we couldn't hold onto Mesopotamia and how are we going to maintain a galaxy?

[Joe]

^lol.
Staro that is one of the most uplifting and profound post I have read here. It is the times we are in.

[fistofyahweh]

He that is faithful in that which is least is faithful also in much: and he that is unjust in the least is unjust also in much.

Wow, we couldn't hold onto Mesopotamia and how are we going to maintain a galaxy?

The cards have been stacked against us from the start.. The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil are obviously the fallen angelic beings and their soulless created non-adamic races. They were around for who knows how long before Adam kind was introduced.

Let's suppose that Eve was strong enough to resist Lucifer's seduction and didn't have sex with him to produce Cain. How many generations do you think past Adam and Eve would it have taken that sooner or later one of them would have been tempted or seduced in the same fashion and fallen for it?

Suppose Adam rejected Eve and didn't accept her after she had been seduced and he asked Yahweh to create him a new mate. You think Yahweh would have done it?

As for us not being able to hold onto Mesopotamia or a galaxy... Perhaps if Yahweh would have given Adam the tools and fire power to take revenge on Eve's fall, and told him to kill everything related to the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, we wouldn't be in the mess we're in now.

You have to excuse me, but I'm somewhat burnt out on getting beaten down on a daily basis to carry a figurative cross in hopes at the end of my life that there's something to all of this. I've been raised pretty much all of my 44 years in believing in some loving god that cares for me, and promises a magical future kingdom to his people that believe in him and follow his ways.

[Joe]

fistofYahweh said:

Suppose Adam rejected Eve and didn't accept her after she had been seduced and he asked Yahweh to create him a new mate. You think Yahweh would have done it?

I have thought about this ...we will never know and God knew it would happen. If he had rejected Eve, I suppose a part of his flesh would have remained in sin, possibly moved deeper into sin. Eve would have had to have been destroyed and remade ...perhaps that is what is happening to us, what has happened. To die and live in Him.

Have faith brother, like Staro said, I see God's hand in my life ...though life still isn't how I'd have it, it can be hard. It was never my life to begin with.

edit: you know, as Adam died with Eve, He died with us. I died a long time ago, perhaps that is why I found Him by His own grace.

[wmfinck]

Staropramen's reply was ideal. My short citation of Scripture was only to augment the fact that we dropped the ball, not God, in Genesis chapter 3. If we could not be faithful with little, how do we merit more?

What Staropramen illustrated was the simple concept that Christians overcome in Christ, and only in Christ. This life is not about being successful in the "world". It is not about gathering riches or building one's own kingdom regardless of one's technical competence, hard work and business acumen.

You could write the perfect code to perform the necessary function? If you come close, some kike will want it for pennies, and if you refuse he will figure out a way to steal it.

The odds are against our success in this world because our success is not of this world.

This life is about learning to be obedient to God, and to seek to good do for Him towards our brethren. That is the Gospel in a nutshell. That stores for us treasure in heaven. If God is on your side, you have a majority of one. That is a perfect majority because it cannot become divided.

The apostles rejoiced when they were beaten up, knowing that they were beaten up for the sake of the gospel of God. They did not lament the loss of possessions, but praised Yahweh for finding brethren who would help them when they did. By ceasing from worry about one's own aspirations and by seeking the Kingdom, the things which you need shall be added to you, or at least you will have the ability to acquire them through labor.