Well, half of that time was spent working in a jail. For over 12 years I got to observe firsthand the finest that the negro and ladino races had to offer society. But that was not enough, because then I went to prison. I guess it was better than the regular colleges, LOL.
I can understand you. I lived for 8 years in a town that at least 90% of the population is mongrelized, lived in a literally black neighborhood for 4 or 5 years and went to a black/brown high school (I was the only true white guy). Of course its nothing compared to jail, but I can understand how it is. By the way, the best they could offer to society is this:

This is their trademark. A town full of these kind of street vendors is a sure sign that the population is seriously mongrelized, lol!
So my wife countered some of her ideas with various forgotten historical facts and statistics and at one point this woman exclaimed "LADY WHAT PLANET ARE YOU FROM"?
God bless your wife.
Not trying to sound heretic but this kind of thing and field observations makes me think that the collective unconscious indeed exists. The population is clearly chained to a certain way of thinking, that is at the same time universal and unconscious. When someone say something different, like your wife did, all the people get shocked, like if they live inside a game and we are violating the rules. And sometimes I see our struggle as a fight between "clouds of thought", in which a cloud is false and leads to destruction and the other is true and leads to glory, but replacing a "cloud" with another is incredibly difficult.
Back in time I thought that educating someone about race realities and the jew was almost impossible. But educating a WN, or the regular NS, about CI is three times harder than that. Maybe God reserved Christian Identity to only a selected group of people for now, because the outside people in general are almost naturally resistent to everything related to CI.