Welcome to Christogenea, brother.
You'll find that you aren't the only one to have gone through several false doctrines in order to finally arrive at the Truth. While the forum may be somewhat inactive at times, we have a solid core of people here and like Hitler said: "A small but strong group, as long as it keeps on bringing in new people, will eventually be victorious over the jews".
You and I share some of the same heritage, as well - Scottish, Irish, English, Dutch, and German here.
Feel free to post in some of the older threads as well, even if they haven't been replied to in a while.
There's a good deal of comradeship here, and so I'll end the post here before I start rambling. Again, welcome to Christogenea