Hello from Texas

[Aechos]

Thanks for the welcome FistofYahweh and Viking. I would have responded earlier but I haven't been active on the forums lately. Instead, I've been reading Emahiser's and Finck's various essays which has proved quite time consuming.

FistofYahweh, I have relatives in East Texas, roughly 2 hours from Dallas. It seems to be mostly White out there outside of the occasional negro. As for myself, I'm just north of Dallas.

The Dallas region is definitely a hellhole now. It is overrun with jews, curry-munchers, towel-heads, and orientals. You can imagine how bad my local university is. I've had classes where I was the only White. It's a real shame considering that my forefathers founded one of the townships here.

I'm planning on moving to the Pacific Northwest as soon as I graduate in a few months. That is, if I can find a job first.


Viking, that is the situation everywhere. Many of our kinsmen recognize that there is a problem but they simply don't care enough to do anything about it.

Everything is fine for them as long as they can work, eat, and watch their favorite jew-owned, all-black sports team. Either that, or they go out partying and drinking to mask the pain.

I'm sure everyone on this forum feels the same way in regards to reaching others. The lost are programmed to react by calling you racist. I got called racist just the other week for stating that I'm not interested in Mexican women.

I've even noticed that the stereotypical "hick" is just as brainwashed as every other White.

Unless Yahweh opens the eyes of our kinsmen, they will never understand the truth. Isaiah 29:10-12

However, I wholeheartedly believe that Yahweh has revealed the nature of our identity to us for a reason. I believe that we have been chosen as instruments to spread the truth of our identity to the lost. What good is such knowledge if it is not spread?

Viking, I hope everything works out for you and that you're able to move to a whiter area. Yahweh will provide. I shall be praying for you.

If you are a newcomer to Christian Israel Identity like me then I highly recommend Emahiser's Watchman's Teaching Letters. I just recently completed reading all of them over the past 6 months and they've helped me tremendously in my understanding of the Word.

[viking]

Thanks for the welcome FistofYahweh and Viking. I would have responded earlier but I haven't been active on the forums lately. Instead, I've been reading Emahiser's and Finck's various essays which has proved quite time consuming.

FistofYahweh, I have relatives in East Texas, roughly 2 hours from Dallas. It seems to be mostly White out there outside of the occasional negro. As for myself, I'm just north of Dallas.

The Dallas region is definitely a hellhole now. It is overrun with jews, curry-munchers, towel-heads, and orientals. You can imagine how bad my local university is. I've had classes where I was the only White. It's a real shame considering that my forefathers founded one of the townships here.

I'm planning on moving to the Pacific Northwest as soon as I graduate in a few months. That is, if I can find a job first.


Viking, that is the situation everywhere. Many of our kinsmen recognize that there is a problem but they simply don't care enough to do anything about it.

Everything is fine for them as long as they can work, eat, and watch their favorite jew-owned, all-black sports team. Either that, or they go out partying and drinking to mask the pain.

I'm sure everyone on this forum feels the same way in regards to reaching others. The lost are programmed to react by calling you racist. I got called racist just the other week for stating that I'm not interested in Mexican women.

I've even noticed that the stereotypical "hick" is just as brainwashed as every other White.

Unless Yahweh opens the eyes of our kinsmen, they will never understand the truth. Isaiah 29:10-12

However, I wholeheartedly believe that Yahweh has revealed the nature of our identity to us for a reason. I believe that we have been chosen as instruments to spread the truth of our identity to the lost. What good is such knowledge if it is not spread?

Viking, I hope everything works out for you and that you're able to move to a whiter area. Yahweh will provide. I shall be praying for you.

If you are a newcomer to Christian Israel Identity like me then I highly recommend Emahiser's Watchman's Teaching Letters. I just recently completed reading all of them over the past 6 months and they've helped me tremendously in my understanding of the Word.

Hello Aechos -

<<The Dallas region is definitely a hellhole now. It is overrun with jews, curry-munchers, towel-heads, and orientals. You can imagine how bad my local university is. I've had classes where I was the only White>>

Sounds just like South Africa - of course, many have come to accept this and there's not a lot of protest

<<I'm planning on moving to the Pacific Northwest as soon as I graduate in a few months. That is, if I can find a job first>>

Is the Pacific Northwest more white? If I can get that far, I want to visit the US- but want to only visit the whitest places. I love to see whites. I love to be served by whites. If that's even still possible.
Any suggestions re the whitest places in the US?

<<Viking, that is the situation everywhere. Many of our kinsmen recognize that there is a problem but they simply don't care enough to do anything about it.

<<Everything is fine for them as long as they can work, eat, and watch their favorite jew-owned, all-black sports team. Either that, or they go out partying and drinking to mask the pain>>

That's about it - just get on the conveyor belt every day, grit your teeth and take it up the ****!
Apparently, that's "being brave" and in some way christian. It's really the opposite, and it's cowardly.

Yeah, drinking: many whites here have turned into a bunch of drunkards!

<< I got called racist just the other week for stating that I'm not interested in Mexican women.>>

The whites are going crazy. I was in the very black Congo some time back; we went out in the evening with the MD of our client, obviously very very black. There were some guys from France, getting all gaga with the local black women; I nearly vomited - what the hell is going on with our whites? How can you EVEN CONCEIVE of getting involved with a hideous black woman from the Congo?

White French women are some of the best examples of white flesh in the world, YET they are not good enough for the white French men?

Time for fire and brimstone?

<<However, I wholeheartedly believe that Yahweh has revealed the nature of our identity to us for a reason. I believe that we have been chosen as instruments to spread the truth of our identity to the lost. What good is such knowledge if it is not spread?>>

Well, of course. We are responsible. The principle is also that if we do not warn, their blood will be on OUR heads. We should speak up when we have the opportunity.
Knowledge that just sits in our heads is dead knowledge.

<<Viking, I hope everything works out for you and that you're able to move to a whiter area. Yahweh will provide. I shall be praying for you.>>

Thanks for that - I certainly need it - my world is about to crash. I need some serious solutions in the next few days.

<<If you are a newcomer to Christian Israel Identity like me then I highly recommend Emahiser's Watchman's Teaching Letters. I just recently completed reading all of them over the past 6 months and they've helped me tremendously in my understanding of the Word>>

Well, I certainly spend a lot of time reading and doing research. Attending any kind of church just does not seem to be an option - too many blacks in our "churches" anyway.

I wish you well - who knows, if I make it to the US for a visit (my favorite place) maybe we can even meet up?

Till Next
Viking
Viking

[Aechos]

As far as I know, the Pacific Northwest is generally much whiter than most other regions of the country. It is certainly whiter than Texas. I believe that the Dallas region is a major hub of immigration on par with NYC and LA.

Is the Pacific Northwest more white? If I can get that far, I want to visit the US- but want to only visit the whitest places. I love to see whites. I love to be served by whites. If that's even still possible.

I feel the same way. It uplifts mood to interact with fellow whites after spending the day surrounded by mongrels. I can't speak for all the regions of the country, but I would say the Rockies, the Pacific Northwest, the far Northeast (Maine, Vermont, New Hampshire) and the Great Plains regions are generally whiter than the rest of the country.

The whites are going crazy. I was in the very black Congo some time back; we went out in the evening with the MD of our client, obviously very very black. There were some guys from France, getting all gaga with the local black women; I nearly vomited - what the hell is going on with our whites? How can you EVEN CONCEIVE of getting involved with a hideous black woman from the Congo?

White French women are some of the best examples of white flesh in the world, YET they are not good enough for the white French men?

That's disgusting. I found black women repulsive even before I was racially aware. It just goes to show how blind many of our people are. Out of all the European nations, I believe France has it the worst with the largest populations of jews and muslims in Europe.

Time for fire and brimstone?

Yahshua's return is certainly inevitable, but I believe things will get even worse before then. May Yahweh's will be done.

Thanks for that - I certainly need it - my world is about to crash. I need some serious solutions in the next few days.

I might only be a poor college student but I'd be willing to send some cash your way if you need it. I'm not sure how usable the USD is in SA though.

Well, I certainly spend a lot of time reading and doing research. Attending any kind of church just does not seem to be an option - too many blacks in our "churches" anyway.

You'll find that in every "church". It's illegal here for a government sanctioned church to discriminate. Most churches are just for entertainment and feel-good messages. Whatever brings in the crowd. They are businesses after all.

Here's a taste of what the churches that cater to my generation are like: http://vimeo.com/94860592
Sadly, my cousin attends this church. The fag with the hexagram tattoo is the lead pastor.

At least the Church of Christ church that I went to took study and worship seriously. I couldn't stomach it anymore after they constantly called the ancient Israelites jews. It was almost all white too except for two race traitors and their "spouses".

I wish you well - who knows, if I make it to the US for a visit (my favorite place) maybe we can even meet up?

Certainly, though hopefully I'll be out of Texas by then.

Yahweh bless

[mchawe]

Welcome Aechos.

I still have much to learn and I will ask questions if I cannot find an adequate answer in a previous thread or in the Christogenea articles.

Me too!

[viking]

As far as I know, the Pacific Northwest is generally much whiter than most other regions of the country. It is certainly whiter than Texas. I believe that the Dallas region is a major hub of immigration on par with NYC and LA.

Is the Pacific Northwest more white? If I can get that far, I want to visit the US- but want to only visit the whitest places. I love to see whites. I love to be served by whites. If that's even still possible.

I feel the same way. It uplifts mood to interact with fellow whites after spending the day surrounded by mongrels. I can't speak for all the regions of the country, but I would say the Rockies, the Pacific Northwest, the far Northeast (Maine, Vermont, New Hampshire) and the Great Plains regions are generally whiter than the rest of the country.

The whites are going crazy. I was in the very black Congo some time back; we went out in the evening with the MD of our client, obviously very very black. There were some guys from France, getting all gaga with the local black women; I nearly vomited - what the hell is going on with our whites? How can you EVEN CONCEIVE of getting involved with a hideous black woman from the Congo?

White French women are some of the best examples of white flesh in the world, YET they are not good enough for the white French men?

That's disgusting. I found black women repulsive even before I was racially aware. It just goes to show how blind many of our people are. Out of all the European nations, I believe France has it the worst with the largest populations of jews and muslims in Europe.

Time for fire and brimstone?

Yahshua's return is certainly inevitable, but I believe things will get even worse before then. May Yahweh's will be done.

Thanks for that - I certainly need it - my world is about to crash. I need some serious solutions in the next few days.

I might only be a poor college student but I'd be willing to send some cash your way if you need it. I'm not sure how usable the USD is in SA though.

Well, I certainly spend a lot of time reading and doing research. Attending any kind of church just does not seem to be an option - too many blacks in our "churches" anyway.

You'll find that in every "church". It's illegal here for a government sanctioned church to discriminate. Most churches are just for entertainment and feel-good messages. Whatever brings in the crowd. They are businesses after all.

Here's a taste of what the churches that cater to my generation are like: http://vimeo.com/94860592
Sadly, my cousin attends this church. The fag with the hexagram tattoo is the lead pastor.

At least the Church of Christ church that I went to took study and worship seriously. I couldn't stomach it anymore after they constantly called the ancient Israelites jews. It was almost all white too except for two race traitors and their "spouses".

I wish you well - who knows, if I make it to the US for a visit (my favorite place) maybe we can even meet up?

Certainly, though hopefully I'll be out of Texas by then.

Yahweh bless

Hello Aechos - -

<<the Rockies, the Pacific Northwest, the far Northeast (Maine, Vermont, New Hampshire) and the Great Plains regions are generally whiter than the rest of the country>>

That more or less ties in with my Internet research. I guess, if nothing else, and the funds permitted
I would take a "vacation" to Maine, Vermont or one of those areas. Accordong to my research, Vermont is about 90% white, but of course it depend son how you do your count?

Besides USA, the only other country that I have personally experienced that I liked was Australia, and specifically Sydney - although there are a lot of Chinese, many areas in Sydney are still very white; I mean
you can still get white people serving you in Sydney - at least it was like that in 2007. That was the part that I like best, even more than the "sights".

I haven't been to places in Europe like Germany or the Scandinavian countries - maybe they are still OK.

Was VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH NEW ZEALAND- Auckland is almost completely Chinese! You even have "Chinese" Sushis, which anybody knows is actually Japanese.

So, any surplus funds that I had in the last 15 years went into travels to Israelite countries; I managed to include USA, Australia, UK and New Zealand. USA and Australia came out tops: the most whites!

<<Out of all the European nations, I believe France has it the worst with the largest populations of jews and muslims in Europe.>>

Well, I have not been to France, but manpeople come back disappointed - they complain that Paris is "dirty".
Even recently, France used to be very strong - but the pride of France has been broken, just like UK.

France was famous for its fighting forces, such as the "Foreign Legion" - although supposedly "foreign" ie non-French soldiers, they were never-the-less a French unit and only a handful of this unit has been used to drive off many enemies, such as the Muslim hordes - but not anymore.

France supplied South Africa with Mirage fighter jets during the "apardheid" era and these fighters achieved close to 100% success rate - the Cuban pilots were completely outclassed and it was rare to hear about a Mirage fighter that was downed.

We were at war of course, for many years until 1994. We obliterated the whole of Southern Africa with our forces, it was something of a joke.

In those days, every single white South African male had to do national service - of course, now the white male has turned into a bunch of gay effeminate - no national service for about 20 years now.

The French automotive industry also went down to a trickle - with the Eastern markets taking over.

C' la vie!

<<Most churches are just for entertainment and feel-good messages>>

Unfortunately, that is true.
Even the "message of salvation" is turned into a feel-good message.
It's true that the gospel is THE GOOD NEWS, but churches fail to address any requirements.

The sacrifice of Christ is not something to be pooh-poohed, and while salvation cannot be
"earned" at the same time, there are too many things going on in churches that should not be
tolerated.

The bible says "woe to them that call evil good and good evil"
Most churches love the "positive', but refuse to address the "negative" -
I have often been accused of being "negative" - yeah, well we'll see.
That's a whole separate post

<<At least the Church of Christ church that I went to took study and worship seriously>>
Well, therein lies the problem - I've also been accused of being "too serious"
Sometimes, after quoting a bible verese I've been accused of being a "bible-puncher" -
And then they laugh and snigger - and this is while I was attending a so-called church!

For the record, I very seldom quote from the bible or anything like that, since I know
that people only have a wishy-washy christianity - and since it's a personal thing -
I am reluctant to "push" my ideas.


<<I might only be a poor college student but I'd be willing to send some cash your way if you need it. I'm not sure how usable the USD is in SA though.>>

That certainly is very generous of you. I'd like to put that thought on hold for a week or two, though.

I am currently looking at taking emergency action, which might include giving up my apartment.
I have managed to get hold of my brother (finally) and he has (somewhat reluctantly) offered some help.

Yesterday, I was contacted by my only contact that I have left on my list, he implied that they might need
someone to do some project-management type work.
It's the only "positive" feedback I've had in 6 months, my savings have been completely wrecked in this 6 month period, and has of course now finally gone into the negative, ie despite very little debt I have finally
gone into "debtor" status.

So. I am really hoping that in the next one or two days to get some feedback on this

So let's watch this space and see what happens - who knows, maybe in a month or two I might have
some cash again!

Regards,
VIKING

[Aechos]

According to my research, Vermont is about 90% white, but of course it depend son how you do your count?

Sadly, arabs, jews, and lighter-skinned mestizos are considered white by the U.S. census.

I haven't been to places in Europe like Germany or the Scandinavian countries - maybe they are still OK.

From what I've seen in my research, Germany and the Scandinavian countries are faring no better than other historically white countries. They face a massive influx of arabs, indians, orientals, and every other nonwhite variation. I remember back in my high school German class there was a poster titled Bundesrepublik Deutschland showing every race and the caption stated that they were all Germans. That poster was from the 80s or early 90s so you could imagine that the push for diversity has been going on there for quite some time.

France was famous for its fighting forces, such as the "Foreign Legion" - although supposedly "foreign" ie non-French soldiers, they were never-the-less a French unit and only a handful of this unit has been used to drive off many enemies, such as the Muslim hordes - but not anymore.

Don't forget Charles Martel who drove the arab muslim horde back into Spain in the 8th century which led to the Reconquista. It sickens me to hear our kinsmen say that the Crusades were evil and that those arab bastards are a peace-loving people and that Christian hostility and intolerance is what prevents muslims from converting to "Christianity". It's like they believe our ancestors committed some horrible evil by stopping those invading mongrels. These "christians" would have their ancestors' deaths be in vain by gladly welcoming in the descendents of the bastards that killed them.

In those days, every single white South African male had to do national service - of course, now the white male has turned into a bunch of gay effeminate - no national service for about 20 years now.

Forced conscription is thankfully done away with here but the damage has already been done. How many millions of Whites died fighting in jewish wars in the last century? At least the conscription in S.A. was for a noble, Godly cause. I would gladly sign up if the SADF was still around.

It's true that the gospel is THE GOOD NEWS, but churches fail to address any requirements.

They would be evil racists if they did!

The bible says "woe to them that call evil good and good evil"
Most churches love the "positive', but refuse to address the "negative" -
I have often been accused of being "negative" - yeah, well we'll see.

Exactly. For churchianity, hatred is the ultimate sin. Their god could never hate anyone. Their god loves everyone no matter what their race, religion, or sexual orientation is. After all, their god is an Equal Opportunity god. However, anyone who dares to hate is destined for hell.

For the record, I very seldom quote from the bible or anything like that, since I know
that people only have a wishy-washy christianity - and since it's a personal thing -
I am reluctant to "push" my ideas.

I don't either unless they come at me with a verse taken out of context. I usually just try to get people to become aware of the realities surrounding them like all the swarms of swarthy immigrants or the rise of homosexuality. Then I can slowly get them to see the root of the problem. Unfortunately though, the majority aren't bothered in the slightest.

I'd like to put that thought on hold for a week or two, though.

Just let me know via PM.

At least you haven't exhausted all of your possibilities yet. Hang in there, I'm positive that Yahweh will provide. We all go endure tough trials. Even when things seem to be hopeless and despair begins to take hold, just remember to never forsake Yahweh and He will see you through. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Yahweh bless

[viking]

According to my research, Vermont is about 90% white, but of course it depend son how you do your count?

Sadly, arabs, jews, and lighter-skinned mestizos are considered white by the U.S. census.

I haven't been to places in Europe like Germany or the Scandinavian countries - maybe they are still OK.

From what I've seen in my research, Germany and the Scandinavian countries are faring no better than other historically white countries. They face a massive influx of arabs, indians, orientals, and every other nonwhite variation. I remember back in my high school German class there was a poster titled Bundesrepublik Deutschland showing every race and the caption stated that they were all Germans. That poster was from the 80s or early 90s so you could imagine that the push for diversity has been going on there for quite some time.

France was famous for its fighting forces, such as the "Foreign Legion" - although supposedly "foreign" ie non-French soldiers, they were never-the-less a French unit and only a handful of this unit has been used to drive off many enemies, such as the Muslim hordes - but not anymore.

Don't forget Charles Martel who drove the arab muslim horde back into Spain in the 8th century which led to the Reconquista. It sickens me to hear our kinsmen say that the Crusades were evil and that those arab bastards are a peace-loving people and that Christian hostility and intolerance is what prevents muslims from converting to "Christianity". It's like they believe our ancestors committed some horrible evil by stopping those invading mongrels. These "christians" would have their ancestors' deaths be in vain by gladly welcoming in the descendents of the bastards that killed them.

In those days, every single white South African male had to do national service - of course, now the white male has turned into a bunch of gay effeminate - no national service for about 20 years now.

Forced conscription is thankfully done away with here but the damage has already been done. How many millions of Whites died fighting in jewish wars in the last century? At least the conscription in S.A. was for a noble, Godly cause. I would gladly sign up if the SADF was still around.

It's true that the gospel is THE GOOD NEWS, but churches fail to address any requirements.

They would be evil racists if they did!

The bible says "woe to them that call evil good and good evil"
Most churches love the "positive', but refuse to address the "negative" -
I have often been accused of being "negative" - yeah, well we'll see.

Exactly. For churchianity, hatred is the ultimate sin. Their god could never hate anyone. Their god loves everyone no matter what their race, religion, or sexual orientation is. After all, their god is an Equal Opportunity god. However, anyone who dares to hate is destined for hell.

For the record, I very seldom quote from the bible or anything like that, since I know
that people only have a wishy-washy christianity - and since it's a personal thing -
I am reluctant to "push" my ideas.

I don't either unless they come at me with a verse taken out of context. I usually just try to get people to become aware of the realities surrounding them like all the swarms of swarthy immigrants or the rise of homosexuality. Then I can slowly get them to see the root of the problem. Unfortunately though, the majority aren't bothered in the slightest.

I'd like to put that thought on hold for a week or two, though.

Just let me know via PM.

At least you haven't exhausted all of your possibilities yet. Hang in there, I'm positive that Yahweh will provide. We all go endure tough trials. Even when things seem to be hopeless and despair begins to take hold, just remember to never forsake Yahweh and He will see you through. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Yahweh bless

Hello Aechos - -

I do enjoy your posts - I find them very interesting.

<<Hang in there, I'm positive that Yahweh will provide. We all go endure tough trials. Even when things seem to be hopeless and despair begins to take hold, just remember to never forsake Yahweh and He will see you through. I'll keep you in my prayers.>>

Yup, things do seem hopeless-
I've struggled for the 14-15 yrs trying to survive in an Affirmative Action/BEE environment -
Essentially no permanent position in that time.

In 2007 I was awarded a 3-year contract, only to be "kicked out" after 9 months - despite the signed contract, the MD of the company decided to not continue with the contract, and gave me 2 days to leave the premises. So, just as I was finally getting on my feet, I was faced with breach of contract.

And being a permanent on-site contract, this meant I had no clients lined up - so, breach of contract plus no clients = no cash, another case of sitting around and watching savings & C disappear.

The last 6 months gobbled up all my savings and forced to live on my credit card for about 2 months -
furthermore being being constantly stabbed in the back by supposed "christians" who continuously break their promises (the bible = a book of promises ! )

Some help offered by my brother about 3 weeks ago, he offered to pay for my store costs for about 3 months, so that's something - however I received the usual lecture about "being positive" - he asserts that I am always "negative" - and that if a situation cannot be changed then it's no use "getting emotional" about it.

What the - ?

A nominal church goer, he made me feel worse than I did before even contacting him - despite letting him know of my desperate situation, he did his usual thing of taking days to respond to my email. Then I had to contact his wife informing her that I was not able to get into contact him, after which she then replied via email just confirming his details again!

What the - ?

They are married, stay in the same house, both receive incomes, both have their own relatively new vehicles (they have a total of 3 vehicles). My brother spends most of his time improving the latest house that they have bought.

I only contacted my brother because I was absolutely desperate.

Over this past weekend, I called him to ask if I could store some valuables at his place - again because I am in a desperate situation and it is not suitable to store my valuables in the store that I am renting - this is Africa, and the valuable stuff is likely to be stolen.

First of all, he did not return my call, despite knowing my situation and despite promising to return my call the previous day.

I called him late the next day, to ask if I could bring some things over - I mean we are only talking about a few jackets and a few other things - he gave me a mouthful about how INCONVENIENT IT WAS to bring my stuff over the weekend - despite being at home the whole weekend, and despite the loading off not taking more than 5 minutes.

So it goes.

About 2 weeks ago, i was in contact with some self-professed "christian" friend - when I mentioned my situation, he offered to let me stay at his house, since he said that "I couldn't end up on the street" -

I could not believe my luck, since he has no money problems and a very large house, I thought that this was at least a temporary end to my accommodation problems.

I was relying on this arrangement, and planned to move out this week. Then this weekend, when trying to make an arrangement to move only a few valuables to my brother, I got an SMS which said that I could no longer stay at my "friend's" place!

What the - ?

Thanks for stuffing me around for 2 weeks!
I thought that the accommodation problem had at least been addressed!

So now, just about on the street and left in the lurch at the last moment!

I managed to then contact an old acquaintance, a minister in a Dutch reformed church, who then said that they may be able to help me with accommodation - at least there's that then?

Hopefully i can then sought that out this week.

I desperately need income, unless this is addressed very very soon, I will be bankrupt and in debt re my credit card.

You know, I wonder, is it NORMAL for these "christians" to be such back-stabbers?

Why is it necessary to give me a lecture about my situation? It's not like I'm a drunk or a layabout - I'm Internationally certified to carry out assessments on Corporate Organization's Environmental, Health and Safety, Quality, Energy and other systems.

I also have a very broad experience in a lot of engineering fields, including Telecoms and IT.

Would it not be normal to call your brother and find out if all is OK?
When I eventually off-loaded my valuables at my brother's place - was there any inquiry - did he ask if I needed anything? How about money for petrol, how about asking if I have food?
My brother stays about 80km away, that's a 160km+ trip - since I am in a desperate situation - is it not normal to ask if I have petrol to get back to my place?

I guess I'm missing something somewhere.

I called him again on the Sunday evening, of course he did not answer and by today had still not bothered to call back.

So it goes.

The best thing about having income RIGHT NOW, is the power.
The power to just walk away.

The power to get my own place, to pay my own way, to cut off communications from all those "christians" who carry the name of God on their sleeves and refuse to show love for their brother.

Hey, I'm not gay or anything - I don't want to "complain" as they say.
I say that if you are in a TOUGH SITUATION you have no choice but to ask around if anyone can help you.

What else am I supposed to do?

Anyway, we'll see what happens during the rest of this week

Regards,

[Staropramen]

I feel the same way. It uplifts mood to interact with fellow whites after spending the day surrounded by mongrels.

The first time that I was in the company of only Whites that thought like me it was overwhelming.

My video from that trip;

[Aechos]

Staropramen,

The first time that I was in the company of only Whites that thought like me it was overwhelming.

My video from that trip;

It looks like it was quite the experience. The glowing cross against the black of night is beautiful and is metaphorical of today's world. I have yet to encounter a fellow CI follower in person. I haven't even come across a white nationalist yet.
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Viking,

And being a permanent on-site contract, this meant I had no clients lined up - so, breach of contract plus no clients = no cash, another case of sitting around and watching savings & C disappear.

If you're unable to find clients in your area then perhaps you'd be better off moving once you get on your feet. Besides, it sounds like the region you're in isn't exactly white.

Some help offered by my brother about 3 weeks ago, he offered to pay for my store costs for about 3 months, so that's something - however I received the usual lecture about "being positive" - he asserts that I am always "negative" - and that if a situation cannot be changed then it's no use "getting emotional" about it.

Many of our race would have nothing to do with their own family members if they found out that they're CI. Thankfully, your brother is helping you out. It's easy to say to stay positive when your own life is going well. You can't always ignore emotions either. I often get reprimanded for being negative as well. I think your situation would get to anyone no matter how strong their faith is. What helps me though is to always remember that Yahweh is in control and that His will will be done no matter what.

A nominal church goer, he made me feel worse than I did before even contacting him - despite letting him know of my desperate situation, he did his usual thing of taking days to respond to my email. Then I had to contact his wife informing her that I was not able to get into contact him, after which she then replied via email just confirming his details again!

Some people would just rather not get involved. Perhaps because you don't belong to their "church"? Or because they believe loving their neighbor involves just being nice/accepting towards everyone and occasionally giving to a church or nfp organization. When it comes to aiding individuals, however, you can forget it. Again, they'd rather not be involved.

I was relying on this arrangement, and planned to move out this week. Then this weekend, when trying to make an arrangement to move only a few valuables to my brother, I got an SMS which said that I could no longer stay at my "friend's" place!

It seems he didn't have the gall to explain his reasoning in person. Odd, though, that he said he didn't want you on the streets and then to kick you out two weeks later.

I managed to then contact an old acquaintance, a minister in a Dutch reformed church, who then said that they may be able to help me with accommodation - at least there's that then?

I truly hope this works out for you. If not, then perhaps you can stay with your brother for a time? Of course, that depends on your relationship with him.

You know, I wonder, is it NORMAL for these "christians" to be such back-stabbers?

It depends. I just think people like to keep to themselves and avoid getting involved. I guess seeing your situation scares them by showing them that life isn't always kind. They're fine viewing hardships at a distance though. Also, the prosperity gospel might play some role as well. They probably know your beliefs and equate your situation with punishment from Providence.

I'm Internationally certified to carry out assessments on Corporate Organization's Environmental, Health and Safety, Quality, Energy and other systems.

I also have a very broad experience in a lot of engineering fields, including Telecoms and IT.

With so many certifications and years of experience, I'm certain you can find employment somewhere. If you haven't already, I would start looking at job postings on company websites or on job boards. Don't limit yourself to just SA either.

The best thing about having income RIGHT NOW, is the power.
The power to just walk away.

The power to get my own place, to pay my own way, to cut off communications from all those "christians" who carry the name of God on their sleeves and refuse to show love for their brother.

Yahweh will provide. Prayer also works wonders, in my experience, even if the answer isn't always immediate.

Hey, I'm not gay or anything - I don't want to "complain" as they say.
I say that if you are in a TOUGH SITUATION you have no choice but to ask around if anyone can help you.

What else am I supposed to do?

Ha, I'm sure there are many who would be way more vocal if they were in your position. Gays usually obnoxiously complain about trivial things, from what I've observed.
Exactly. It may take a lot of asking but eventually you will receive aid.

Let us know how your situation fares.

Yahweh bless

[Joe]

Hello Viking, I don't know you ...but I have been in similar situations, we are in hard-times at the moment too, but not as bad as what you are going through. Seems everyone is really fighting these days. I really hope your situation improves, I know sometimes all you have is your faith in God, all you have is God.

It is getting difficult to find secure employment in my country, all the non-whites have never had it better while whites are battling.