Hi from Ukraine.

[Lang]

For some reason everybody that starts in CI seems to have a identity crisis after a certain time studying it, fearful of not be white...

Some time ago a guy in the Stormfront CI Forum made a thread telling people that he would suicide, because he discovered that he had some spaniard blood and spaniards did not look too white for him, so he came to the conclusion that he was not 100% white, and the guy was white as the snow lol.

Months ago I passed like 3 days unable to sleep, disturbed with the thought that possibly I could have some non-white blood. Specially with media every time telling us that "everybody is mixed"... And I don't know all my great-grandparents... I only know three of them, two germans and one italian. I prayed to God but it was not working, I had to pass a lot of time disturbed by it. But then suddenly I forgot it and stopped bothering, stoppeded giving importance to it... And here I am now.

What I have to say is just forget it, stop thinking, change focus. How can we know that centuries ago a ancestor was not raped during an invasion? How can we totally know our lineage? That's impossible...

My method to judge if someone is white or not, is checking if he's white, his siblings, his aunts and uncles, his parents and his grandparents. IF all of them are white, thats enough for me, I will not start making genealogy lines to infinite generations...

So be cool with it. At least you live in Ukraine, me and Nayto have more pressure on ourselves as we are from South America and South Africa, two hells with a lot of non-whites and miscigenation.

[Xile]

For some reason everybody that starts in CI seems to have a identity crisis after a certain time studying it, fearful of not be white...

Some time ago a guy in the Stormfront CI Forum made a thread telling people that he would suicide, because he discovered that he had some spaniard blood and spaniards did not look too white for him, so he came to the conclusion that he was not 100% white, and the guy was white as the snow lol.

Months ago I passed like 3 days unable to sleep, disturbed with the thought that possibly I could have some non-white blood. Specially with media every time telling us that "everybody is mixed"... And I don't know all my great-grandparents... I only know three of them, two germans and one italian. I prayed to God but it was not working, I had to pass a lot of time disturbed by it. But then suddenly I forgot it and stopped bothering, stoppeded giving importance to it... And here I am now.

What I have to say is just forget it, stop thinking, change focus. How can we know that centuries ago a ancestor was not raped during an invasion? How can we totally know our lineage? That's impossible...

My method to judge if someone is white or not, is checking if he's white, his siblings, his aunts and uncles, his parents and his grandparents. IF all of them are white, thats enough for me, I will not start making genealogy lines to infinite generations...

So be cool with it. At least you live in Ukraine, me and Nayto have more pressure on ourselves as we are from South America and South Africa, two hells with a lot of non-whites and miscigenation.

Thanks, Lang. I sometimes look at Ukrainians and wonder if they really are 100% White. By the logic that judeos go by, "We might all be mixed, so this means that your theory about the White race is wrong and you won't be saved either." They might as well tell me that my grandpa was swinging from a branch. My grandparents are White and I have even seen a few photo's of my great grandparents. They were all Slavic looking. My Gagauz grandma has a Russian maiden name, so maybe her parents were from Russia. I don't know.

Again, if I was mixed then would God even bother showing me the truth and taking care of me since birth? I came close to death on more than one occasion, but I know that God sees all. Once you grow in the spirit, you begin to see how everything in your life works the way that God preordained. If you listen to that voice that tells you to do good things, it'll lead to what needs to be done. The message becomes diluted whenever we sin, but it's always there.

Everything in our life works either for our benefit or to give glory to God. The hardships that I face build character and when I come out on the other side - I change as a person. I already changed so much in the past 3 years. Going from a pessimist to an optimist was no easy feat. Heh, I guess I'm more of a realist than anything.

Heck, if I do have some small nonwhite blood in me, then I hope that God will put me through that fire and cleanse it out of my system.

[Lang]

I wish that I was born in Germany, so a german name would mean that that person is german. But you know how Brazil is. All of them have german and italian surnames, but I don't know how some of them look. So I'll never know, but I believe that they are white as well, otherwise I would not have the ears to hear and the eyes to see, I would not make part of a tiny percentage of people who understands Christianism while like 99% of the people don't understand. The same goes for you, probably you are 100% white as well.

[Joe]

wow, I am glad that this has turned-out as it has. I was worried about posting it, once I start researching something I can't stop. And then I couldn't stop thinking about it, I really feel for others... now I am glad I did, as the discussion between you two has helped me greatly.

I have the same kinds of feelings xile, like this

"The message becomes diluted whenever we sin, but it's always there."

I too have followed a still voice, leading me through the valley of death and here I am today. I know I am a little too enthusiastic, but it is my nature.

I feel called, but as it is said ...many are called, few are chosen. To even glimpse His Kingdom would be enough for me. To be least in His Kingdom would be an honour of which I am unworthy.

[bahr]

It seems to me that, concerning racial purity, bastards behave according two ways:

1. They are proud of being mixed and they proclaim it everywhere,
2. They pretend to be white.

Case one is certainly more and more prevalent in this babylonian system.

When they pretend to be white, no argument or evidence of the contrary can convince them (cf. Joe November). Why? Because bastards are hypocrites by nature; they don't care about truth, they only care about their interest.

So, the very fact that a man doubt of his racial purity may be a good sign of his racial purity, after all.

Of course, I may be wrong, but it is the way I see it.

In any case, we can do nothing about it. If I'm a bastard, I will go to the lake of fire, and that's all! The only thing that makes me happy is the certainty that the White race is forever with Yahweh, and Israel forever the bride of Yahshua and His cosmic government.

And the hell with my little ego!

[Joe]

^Every Man a liar and God be True. I would rather God be True and go into the lake of fire.

[Xile]

I'll just add to this a little. I'd rather be God's little robot than to expect whatever ends the Jews will face. Remember when David fasted for his child and it still didn't work, because God is always set in His ways? When God says that He will do something, He does it. That is why it felt odd whenever people would preach how God brought His only begotten Son into this world, so according to them, that somehow automatically overwrites the Old Testament. God never lies and He never changes.

The entire Bible is the Word of God, not just the Old or the New Testament.

[Lang]

Because we were talking about this, I decided to finally search for my great-grandparents, and face the truth, whatever it may be.

By my mother's side, talking to my grandma (who is racist), I discovered that every one of them (great-grandparents from mother's side) were indeed germans and honored their surnames, how I suspected because they were the generation that came from Germany, so they would not mix. We don't have pics though, but she was very clear.

By my father's side, my grandma is the most racist person of both families, lol, and her parents were italians and germans from Austria. The ones that I did not find nothing about is the parents of my grandpa... As far as I know they came from Portugal. But anyway, my grandma would never marry someone with even a single drop of non-white blood, lol.

Come on Xile, do a research as well, it makes you feel better.
I'm sure you'll have positive results. And the interesting thing is that I found out that by my mother's side, the father of my grandma was nordic and married with an alpine, and for my grandpa his father was alpine and married with a nordic. Probably thats why I have a more alpine shape with nordic features.

[Joe]

^That region is very difficult to research, even the history of the Bulgars was very difficult for me to ascertain, with many competing theories. I did find that less of Russia was affected by the golden horde than I had assumed (even putin looks like a mongrel). But then I found-out about atillia the hun and his mysterious past ...it was a pandoras box.
I am just saying, I am now trying to get my family tree on both sides, luckily the work has already been done for me... but ancient history is not something that gives me confidence, even Judah was with a canaanite before Tamar, what about the rest of the people... I don't feel so good.