When salvation is a racial matter, then the question is, Am I the correct race? What if I'm 1/32 not?
That is certainly the most confusing part in Christian Identity. For example, I read that Shania Twain has some indian blood, and I would never even suspect if she had never said it. I have one grandfather who is one of those "a bit tan" southern europeans. He has european features and traits, but with that "little bit non-pale" skin. My grandmother, his wife, was a half italian half austrian racist woman, and the only one who knew his parents. Some would say, if she is racist certainly his parents were okay and he is okay too. But if she is so racist why she just dont married a nordic type? I sent some pictures to Joe and Bill, they said I'm okay but I cannot be sure.
One could say that I'm cool because I'm blonde, green eyes, etc, and when we mix with blacks our offspring is clearly black, that the son/daughter is born with nothing resembling his/her white parent. But then we have cases of a pure black dude marring a white woman and having blonde offspring. I have met some people who I'd say are the perfect aryan types but they were only 1/2 white. Hows that possible?
-If we were a bastard we wouldn't be able to understand/be drawn to that which we will not have. You cannot draw a blind man with colour nor describe to him what it is like to see. Bastards will not miss anything, they haven't any eyes to see, and do not care to see (a blind man may actually miss his sight, as a lost sheep who misses God).
So, now, thats interesting. Can we be sure that only israelites can have the ears to hear, and eyes to see the God's real message to us? Also, can we spot non-white blood judging by character traits?
The guy who unfortunately married my aunt is "italian", and has a more white complexed skin than my grandfather, but with some doubtful and strange features, like curly hair and an odd face. Judging by his face, maybe he could be really italian, and maybe he could be not a pure italian. But after 10 minutes talking to him, you are 100% sure that he is arab/turk, while the grandpa was a gentleman and very polite. But, are character traits an indicator of racial purity? What if a mongrel can understand the message, is it really impossible?
Thats my honest questions, always searching for the truth, which are similar to the "learningaboutCI" questions.
the hypotheticals will kill your soul.
Indeed. The uncertainty, even the smallest one, sometimes comes to haunt us with the thought that maybe all our work, all our study and all our effort spent to survive in Mystery Babylon can possibly be in vain.